gender: female birthday: feb. 16th '91 interests: anime/manga, video games, asian music, psychology location: vancouver, bc, canada email/msn: tamara.e.d@hotmail.com
music: rock, alternative, japanese, chinese, a little korean anime: action/adventure, psychological, shounen-ai/yaoi games: Final Fantasy series, Kingdom Hearts, Star Ocean 3, Valkyrie Profile...
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Current Playlist
current Obsessions.
hitomi - Stories
Mami Kawada - Hishoku no Sora
Yui - Rolling Star
The Fray - Over my Head(Cable Car)
Lara Fabian - The Dream Within
Angela - Shangri La
[emo] It would be nice to have some reason in my life you know. Reason as in an explanation for everything that, maybe, I'm too stupid to get at first. Reason as in something to live for.
I can only find it in thought and in theory. Both which may not be realistic. [/emo]
.... It put a big dent into a lot of my plans =[ Hopefully the VSB will get money again soon, otherwise I'll have to go job hunting. I'm already making myself poor on Yaoi XD;;; *bought three manga on Saturday* theyweresofuckingcuteToT;;; So much for new clothes rofl.
So yeah, I'm like.... dying 8D Hopefully I'll be okay for the field trip tomorrow .__.;;; I wanna be a boy =[~
K' I can't hep by try to at least attempt to put a positive spin on everything (despite my last post.) But you know... today just kept getting better and better! First my dad was being an ass, then I probably bombed my test, my whole group showed up unprepared to work on our project for psychology, math was about the only thing that went right today and I dislike math with a passion, I found out last minute about the track meeting--in which we all got b****ed at by spencer because of the damned running team... not only that, it caused my dad to leave without me cause he had waited for me for half and hour. So then I had to walk all the way home and wait outside my house for a long while (didn't have my keys 'cause of aforementioned father being an ass in the morning and rushing me for no god damned reason.) And that has been my day so far. :] dsipfjaklsd2jf;lkdsjflk;as75djfl;aksdjf;laksd0jalskdfjasdkl91384uioq2e rj i1lqweriusdiofjd9s8f67aiwuhrkjasdhfajklsfhailwkdjgh;lfgpsrejthgsglaskfj
yaoi cures everything .___.;;;; *dissapears into a little hole*---
HOLY SHIT SOMETHING GOOD JUST HAPPENED ITS A MIRACLE!!!! *daddy found my birth certificate* *forgives him for everything* XDD;;;
Later *7:14*: .......... yep.... yaoi cures everything... .____.; if it didn't I think I would just be a giant mass of emo right now. *sigh* God I hate myself and the world sometimes.
homfg.......... backtavi kill me now D: *feels like crap* well, its not as bad as it was yesterday.... yesterday I could barely swallow 'cause it hurt so bad when I did D: long live neo citran! XD it works, my throat still hurts a little, but it definitely helped..... though........... nevermind the harm to children, it's more like: "contains enough drug to seriously make anyone hurl their guts out" .... 'kay, I didn't really throw up because of it, but it tasted so nasty it sure felt like I would *gagged like hell* D=
I still don't have my voice back though...... *still mute* bah! *goes back to sleep* ._____.;;;
later: Lol wtf, i just realized I never put up a "subscribe to me" link XDDDD well, its there now... "add me~" mani'mslow...
I want my cell phoooone~~~ and i want to have enough money to go clothes shooooping~ (and when i say clothes i mean like... hongerish cool stuff ='D i am the seme of the relationship nishie, I have to keep some of my boyishness =O~)
I shall be the coolest psychiatric nurse in the world~!1!!! why? 'cause I'll be as insane as my patients ='D
Homg, I'm gunna be so busy next week D:
monday: track practice tuseday: work wednesday: track practice thursday: track practice friday: work
damnitdamnit~ i want my L *turns house upsidedown again to find my bloody birth certificate* but even if I do find it, i wont have time next week... T___T; stoofoo world~ why can't ICBC place be open on weekends? cheap bastards!
oh oh, and according to the cops that visited nishie's schoool... xanga and myspace are evil places where only people who want to recruit or be recruited into a gang go >D!!!1!!! That insults me. Backtavi is not a simple gang! how dare they say that Backtavi is merely a group of unruly, uneducated thugs! D< We do not recruit, we........ enlighten 8D~ Reallywtfcopsarestupidthesedays~ and apparently a lot of people in her school soaked it up too =[ that makes me question the intelligence of our generation (which I was already putting under severe scrutiny.......)
wtf.... my grandma is so rude!!! she just fucking burst into my room out of nowhere then burst into my dad's room too (horyay for having to two doors D:?) and fuck..... chanel is going to ballet so she's getting ready in there and i could have been getting dressed too jeeeez. and she says i'm fucking rude. You don't just burst into people's bedrooms without warning. That just pissed me off .____.;