yami_fuyuzora's Xanga

yeah... livejournal is sexier >___>;;;

Wed, 09 May 2007 00:02:19 GMT

[emo]
It would be nice to have some reason in my life you know.
Reason as in an explanation for everything that, maybe, I'm too stupid to get at first.
Reason as in something to live for.

I can only find it in thought and in theory. Both which may not be realistic.
[/emo]

w00tw00t~ easy day tomorrow!
Long Live Day 2's :D

anyway yes... lj is sexier. rofl XD

Yeah, being laid off sucks....

Mon, 16 Apr 2007 17:15:37 GMT

.... It put a big dent into a lot of my plans =[
Hopefully the VSB will get money again soon, otherwise I'll have to go job hunting.
I'm already making myself poor on Yaoi XD;;; *bought three manga on Saturday* theyweresofuckingcuteToT;;;
So much for new clothes rofl.

So yeah, I'm like.... dying 8D
Hopefully I'll be okay for the field trip tomorrow .__.;;;
I wanna be a boy =[~

Thursday, March 29, 2007

Thu, 29 Mar 2007 23:37:44 GMT

K' I can't hep by try to at least attempt to put a positive spin on everything (despite my last post.)
But you know... today just kept getting better and better! First my dad was being an ass, then I probably bombed my test, my whole group showed up unprepared to work on our project for psychology, math was about the only thing that went right today and I dislike math with a passion, I found out last minute about the track meeting--in which we all got b****ed at by spencer because of the damned running team... not only that, it caused my dad to leave without me cause he had waited for me for half and hour. So then I had to walk all the way home and wait outside my house for a long while (didn't have my keys 'cause of aforementioned father being an ass in the morning and rushing me for no god damned reason.) And that has been my day so far. :]
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yaoi cures everything .___.;;;; *dissapears into a little hole*---

HOLY SHIT SOMETHING GOOD JUST HAPPENED ITS A MIRACLE!!!! *daddy found my birth certificate* *forgives him for everything* XDD;;;

Later *7:14*: .......... yep.... yaoi cures everything... .____.; if it didn't I think I would just be a giant mass of emo right now. *sigh* God I hate myself and the world sometimes.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

Wed, 07 Mar 2007 18:05:56 GMT

homfg.......... backtavi kill me now D: *feels like crap*
well, its not as bad as it was yesterday.... yesterday I could barely swallow 'cause it hurt so bad when I did D:
long live neo citran! XD it works, my throat still hurts a little, but it definitely helped..... though........... nevermind the harm to children, it's more like: "contains enough drug to seriously make anyone hurl their guts out" .... 'kay, I didn't really throw up because of it, but it tasted so nasty it sure felt like I would *gagged like hell* D=

I still don't have my voice back though...... *still mute* bah!
*goes back to sleep* ._____.;;;

Saturday, February 24, 2007

Sat, 24 Feb 2007 17:12:44 GMT

later: Lol wtf, i just realized I never put up a "subscribe to me" link XDDDD well, its there now... "add me~" mani'mslow...

I want my cell phoooone~~~ and i want to have enough money to go clothes shooooping~ (and when i say clothes i mean like... hongerish cool stuff ='D i am the seme of the relationship nishie, I have to keep some of my boyishness =O~)

I shall be the coolest psychiatric nurse in the world~!1!!! why? 'cause I'll be as insane as my patients ='D

Homg, I'm gunna be so busy next week D:

monday: track practice
tuseday: work
wednesday: track practice
thursday: track practice
friday: work

damnitdamnit~ i want my L *turns house upsidedown again to find my bloody birth certificate* but even if I do find it, i wont have time next week... T___T; stoofoo world~ why can't ICBC place be open on weekends? cheap bastards!

oh oh, and according to the cops that visited nishie's schoool... xanga and myspace are evil places where only people who want to recruit or be recruited into a gang go >D!!!1!!!
That insults me. Backtavi is not a simple gang! how dare they say that Backtavi is merely a group of unruly, uneducated thugs! D< We do not recruit, we........ enlighten 8D~
Reallywtfcopsarestupidthesedays~ and apparently a lot of people in her school soaked it up too =[ that makes me question the intelligence of our generation (which I was already putting under severe scrutiny.......)

wtf.... my grandma is so rude!!! she just fucking burst into my room out of nowhere then burst into my dad's room too (horyay for having to two doors D:?) and fuck..... chanel is going to ballet so she's getting ready in there and i could have been getting dressed too jeeeez. and she says i'm fucking rude. You don't just burst into people's bedrooms without warning.
That just pissed me off .____.;

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Tue, 20 Feb 2007 05:07:52 GMT

Time to bring out the inner loser narutard in me ='D

[narutard]
Sai. Konoha ninja. Member of ANBU. Basically Sasuke's replacement in Team 7 (now called Team Yamato). Ability to make anything he draws come to life and obey his will.

*croons* *stares at xanga all day*
[/narutard]

*ahem* Anyway.
I suddenly feel a little more optimistic about school now. I don't know why... just that I had this strange moment of clarity and now all of the sudden it doesn't seem so bad (watch as tomorrow I bet I'll be singing a different tune.) I really do have to start seriously thinking about my future, or at least come up with an idea. It's kind of scary to be honest, I don't really want to. I just know I should.
I really just want to wing it, but that sounds like it would get me into heaps of troubles I don't know what else to do though. I only have a few months left to really give it any thought, after that I need to start filling out applications (if I'm even going to.)
Well, for now I'm okay as I am. Hopefully something ingenious will hit me soon.

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Sat, 17 Feb 2007 18:07:51 GMT

muurr~ so now that I'm finally 16 I'm gunna go get my L~ some time next week my daddy tells me. I can't wait~ *excited*

lol, the only chain letter worth quoting since the beginning of chain letters:

Are you tried of those sissy 'friendship' poems that always sound good but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card-- just the stone cold truth of our great friendship.

1. When you are sad-- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard, or bitch, who made you sad.
2. When you are blue-- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
3. When you smile-- I will know you finally got laid.
4. When you are scared-- I will rag on you about it every chance i get.
5. When you are worried-- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be... until you quit whining.
6. When you are confused-- I will use little words.
7. When you are sick-- Stay the hell away from me until you are well. I don't want whatever you have.
8. When you fall-- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass.

This is my oath, I pledge it to the end. 'Why?' you may ask, 'Because you are my friend.' Now go send this to 10 of your friends then get depressed 'cause you can only think of 4.
And always remember, when life hands you lemons... ask for tequila and salt :D

Yes, I was amused when i got it 'cause it's so true XD;;;

anyway, happy new years everyone 8D

(ps. I'm not saying chinese OR viet because otherwise a certain person will bitch at me D< *points* you know who you are! )

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 02:57:14 GMT

heeey~ I was wondering the same thing khoi....

nyaaaa.... *ended up watching code geass and sleeping all day* lawl~ a nekid emo bishie in a shower for all 8D~ XD

muur.... *rolls into a little ball*

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Wed, 31 Jan 2007 04:15:27 GMT

k so, richmond again?
not for jordan =P (bwhahahaha~ ) but for the asian malls? rofl~ I finally got one of the CDs I wanted ='D Suga Shikao~ homg~

.............

*sigh* i just had a...... good thought.. but i dunno how to express it right. I hate it when that happens .____.;;;
Stuff about the past and future in general. Stuff like that XD;;;;

nya.....In a strange kinda way I like being tried at the end of a long day. Its like.... proof you did something instead of just sitting there, rotting, doing nothing. School-tired is different though. Very different. Being tired 'cos of school sucks balls XDD;;; being tired because you were just exploring a different city with your friends and having fun is fulfilling....... in it's own weird way. To me anyway. =]

urg... speaking of school..... *homeworks*

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Sun, 28 Jan 2007 22:02:50 GMT

loooool~ *stalking myspace music*
8D it's yumminess to my ears~

Yesterday rawked =]

Just have to suffer through tomorrow then its tuesday~ =D hi jordan.

Arble is already running out of space.... >.>;;;

nyanananananana~
*bored* ._____.;